Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lost 'LOVED' Fruit

A Lost 'LOVED' Fruit

I'll never forget he/her when he/she left me in Year 2002. Till-date I still find it is my fault & blame myself for losing it, it must be my own carelessness & not have protected it from leaving me.

I just couldn't understand where goes wrong & how I've lost it by just having it wif me for less than 6 months. When the doctor did an ultrasound for me & I was told that I've lost it cos the foetus was already floating inside me ..... my tears just fell....

I was to be admitted & have my 'lost' baby remove from me the next day.... I asked the doctor if I can take a look at it after it was taken out from me but the doctor said 'there is nothing' for me to see... cos it just look like a 'bag'... {Understand: Doctor must be trying not to make me feel depressed thus didn't want me to see it}

Frankly, I do not know watz on my partner's mind. I went through the Op myself the next day.....

Baby, Mummy is so sorry for not able to protect U & to gif U the love which u might be looking forth to.... Mummy hope U can find a better MOM & DAD whom can shower lots of loved & cares to u forever after.....

Farewell Baby..... Ur memories will always live in my heart.