Cruelty to the Innocents

It wenched my heart each time I heard or read from News tat another poor, unprotected & innocent youngs being cruely beaten, abused, killed, abandoned or to the worse cause a human being can has the heart & sense to commit it without any "feeling"!

Do these Innocent youngs deserved to deprive of life in any manner!

It is not their fault tat they are born to tis life/world or so call an "Intruder" into your life. It is us human whom has created them & so damn selfishly abused them in all sorts of cruel ways & words to insult them!

Take a look at the mirror & reflect it! Did u find a scary monster staring back at u, have u ever put yourself in their shoe, have u ever tasted the pungent feel yourself ....

They are also looking forward for a chance to be loved & treasured, just like u may had received it from your family and loved ones. Even thou for those who had never got a chance to experience it themselves, wouldn't u wish to give them that special craving to your own flesh & blood... or even to those juz a STEP-children to U.

Think back MEN & WOMEN - If u could have hold back your desires, have some discreet to your actions those so-called 'Intruder' wouldn't have been created by YOUR OWN DOING - utterly lacking in moral restraints!

*Need peace/ rest/ time alone/ vent your anger/ under depression - PLEASE ENTRUST THE CHILD TO SOMEONE WHOM CAN LEND A HELPING HAND! Fetch them home when you are mentally stable....

**To Those Family members - Pls Do EXTEND your helping hand to your own circles of relatives.... Don't shed tears only when U lost them forever. U could have saved the Innocent Youngs too if U have accepted the request made to U when they NEEDS U!

Friendship becums Acquaintance

Sigh... didn't expect things would turn out tis way. Had always tot our Friendship bond is tat strong tat it'll kept us altogether till we aged but no.. .. it juz not going in the correct direction anymore as we used to be....

In e Past: Either one of them would be at whomever side whether to 'console' or lend a listening ear if needed... No second words frm them if 'help' was sounded.... but all were in the past now!

Had tot our bond was there & strong tat we held no secrets or hurt to each other words or comments thou we knew... only true friends speak their mind (of cos not rudely)... tot it was meant to be care & concern, meant to be advice to share....

It seemed tat our bond was juz so fragile so easy shaken, due to some slight misunderstanding....

Angle of view, it really sadden oneself to find tat ... Our Friendship becums Acquaintance or even worse... merely STRANGER!

Sadly, missed ' The Yan Daoss Family ' !

Blast wif Sadness

Sunday, 04 October 2009, Sunny

.... Doesn't noe whr to start or hw to write, but juz felt even more lonely then b4.....

To accept & lived my current life now, is to attain a higher enlightenment tis life..... haha =)

Why is 'he' always like tat! Why is 'he' not able to be more sensitive to each needs! Why isn't 'he' being less selfish! Why is 'he' so fuxx up! Why had 'he' changed to another person after bond together!......

Nutting can expressed myself now... only will let ppl feel I'm asking for sympathy... sum of his family members are juz like him.... " A person who has nvr encounter pain in their life b4, will feel tat wat I'm toking is full of SHITs! But pain ... pain is sumting which sumtimes the pain is so great tat we are at a loss of words to describe & share... Sumtimes, which I tried hard not to face it... make it pass w/o knowing ... but it is always unavoidable tat memories will flows back ..... & again U got to face it yet not able to understand why!"

Sumhw I felt, I'm the victam but unfortunately being turn to be an accused.

The creator is always not at fault, the creator is always forgiven, the creator is always rite, the creator always has 'his' reason for the wrong doings... The creator always have tons of ppl supporting him... Wat bout' me?

Lost 'LOVED' Fruit

A Lost 'LOVED' Fruit

I'll never forget he/her when he/she left me in Year 2002. Till-date I still find it is my fault & blame myself for losing it, it must be my own carelessness & not have protected it from leaving me.

I just couldn't understand where goes wrong & how I've lost it by just having it wif me for less than 6 months. When the doctor did an ultrasound for me & I was told that I've lost it cos the foetus was already floating inside me ..... my tears just fell....

I was to be admitted & have my 'lost' baby remove from me the next day.... I asked the doctor if I can take a look at it after it was taken out from me but the doctor said 'there is nothing' for me to see... cos it just look like a 'bag'... {Understand: Doctor must be trying not to make me feel depressed thus didn't want me to see it}

Frankly, I do not know watz on my partner's mind. I went through the Op myself the next day.....

Baby, Mummy is so sorry for not able to protect U & to gif U the love which u might be looking forth to.... Mummy hope U can find a better MOM & DAD whom can shower lots of loved & cares to u forever after.....

Farewell Baby..... Ur memories will always live in my heart.

Last & Completion of "Love Fruit"