Sunday, 04 October 2009, Sunny .... Doesn't noe whr to start or hw to write, but juz felt even more lonely then b4.....
To accept & lived my current life now, is to attain a higher enlightenment tis life..... haha =)
Why is 'he' always like tat! Why is 'he' not able to be more sensitive to each needs! Why isn't 'he' being less selfish! Why is 'he' so fuxx up! Why had 'he' changed to another person after bond together!......
Nutting can expressed myself now... only will let ppl feel I'm asking for sympathy... sum of his family members are juz like him.... " A person who has nvr encounter pain in their life b4, will feel tat wat I'm toking is full of SHITs! But pain ... pain is sumting which sumtimes the pain is so great tat we are at a loss of words to describe & share... Sumtimes, which I tried hard not to face it... make it pass w/o knowing ... but it is always unavoidable tat memories will flows back ..... & again U got to face it yet not able to understand why!"
Sumhw I felt, I'm the victam but unfortunately being turn to be an accused.
The creator is always not at fault, the creator is always forgiven, the creator is always rite, the creator always has 'his' reason for the wrong doings... The creator always have tons of ppl supporting him... Wat bout' me?
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